20071108

Thrown into Existence

.: Disclaimer :.
Call it a brief review over a philosophical movement. Think of it as a turning point. Consider it an awakening. Disregard it as nonsense. Be upset by the illogical reasoning. Thank me if you find it interesting. Flee me if it scares you.
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.: Start of shameless theft from wikipedia and other sources :.

Existentialism claims that individual human beings create the meanings and essence of their own lives. Existentialism stresses that people are entirely free and therefore responsible for what they make of themselves. With this responsibility comes a profound Anguish or Dread. The same topic as the infamous Angst.
Two forerunners of the movement were Nietzsche and Kirkegaard, connected to this movement are also writers like Dostoevsky and Sartre.
(The Swedish wikipedia-page on "Existentialism" holds an interesting writeup with focus on Sartre.)

I realized aloud in the midst of saying it that even when we die we probably don't find out the answer as to why were we ever alive. Even the avowed atheist probably thinks than in death he'll get some answer. I mean God will be there, or there won't be anything at all.
'But that's just it,' I said, 'we don't make any discovery at that moment! We merely stop! We pass into nonexistence without ever knowing a thing.' I saw the universe, a vision of the sun, the planets, the stars, black night going on forever. And I began to laugh.
'Do you realise that! We'll never know why the hell any of it happened, not even when it's over! We're going to die and not even know. We'll never know, and all this meaninglessness will just go on and on and on. And we won't any longer be witnesses to it. We won't have even that little bit of power to give meaning to it in our minds. We'll just be gone, dead, dead, dead, without ever knowing!'
"The Dark Moment", passage from Anne Rice's The Vampire Lestat
How did I get into the world? Why was I not asked about it and why was I not informed of the rules and regulations but just thrust into the ranks as if I had been bought by a peddling shanghaier of human beings? How did I get involved in this big enterprise called actuality? Why should I be involved? Isn't it a matter of choice? And if I am compelled to be involved, where is the manager—I have something to say about this. Is there no manager? To whom shall I make my complaint?
Repetition, Kirkegaard


.: I feel I am just opening the lid of Pandora's infamous Box here and can't get to a wrap-up at this point :.

You always have a c h o i c e. You are always responsible
To c h o o s e not to act is also an act.

Whatever we choose to do we are always responsible
To shift blame to not see our responsibility is not an option.
You can never lie to yourself

And just to repeat myself ...
Existentialism claims that individual human beings create the meanings and essence of their own lives.
Grasping that one to its fullest width holds some interesting consequences. No other philosophical movement makes sense to me. I don't want to put my faith in the hands of a maker - a man with a plan. I don't want to be a set of cells on a predefined course through life, neither do I want to be a victim of animalistic needs and instincts that would navigate me.

But again - freedom is the bless and the curse of it.
Y o u are held responsible:

F r i h e t _ u n d e r _ a n s v a r

This topic will be continued. If I c h o o s e to do so.
This message was posted incomplete since I c h o o s e to do so.




Wrapping it up with a Banksy.
The "Art Terrorist" has several facebook groups in addition to his www.banksy.co.uk. The one named "Banksy" for instance holds some 300+ pics.

Talk Tonight - Act Tomorrow!

Sittin' on my own
Chewin' on a bone
A thousand million
Miles from home

When Something hit me
Somewhere right between the eyes

I wanna talk tonight
Until the mornin' light
'Bout how you saved my life
You and me see how we are
You and me see how we are

Oasis - Talk Tonight
We talked tonight
Until the morning light
Mind bending
Idea blending
Save my life it might

These last few days has hold a lot of good solid talks on quite varied topics. Well ... less talk more action - would be the next phase now then.



Going off-topic to post one of the more interesting dialogue-boxes I have bumped in to during my years as user of M$-systems

20071106

Thank You!

With this post I would just want to say:
T H A N K _ Y O U _ A L L !
This year's birthday celebration exceeded all
my hopes and expactations.
I have had a couple of great days.
Sure some hard work in the kitchen -
Sure one could always wish for this
and hope for that ...
But this is just awesome, perfect, lovely.
Course I love the attention,
Course I love to have friends over
Course I love to be loved
But this was just more than one could hope for!


Leafkickers FC
This was just a spontaneous snapshot.
But I'd say it is quite representative for the uncomplicated joy,
for the relaxed come-as-you-are spirit that has been flowing lately!
-And I just love it!

Once again - thank you all for lighting my path, for making this place a place worth living and a place I love to live in! It is such a joy to be able to give and get back.

And the recipe for this success ....
well if I'd knew that I'd live it every day.
But what I c a n post is the recipe for the cake:

150g butter (melted)
3 eggs + 4.5 dl sugar = whip together until puffy
add 5 tbs of cacao and 2 tbs vanilla sugar and blend.
Stir in 3 dl flour and finally the melted butter.

Bake for 20 mins in 175
° and sift vanilla/icing sugar on top if preferred when cool.

Yours Truly
/Adam